busy busy bobby!

gosh ive been so busy the past few days i havent even had time to sit down and update my blog. the main reason for that is that dusan gave me a plot of land on free of my very own!!!! this was like 2 weeks ago. so ive spent a lot of time the past few weeks actually building the house, and since the house wasnt finished my computer was packed up in a box. but now its all unpacked so i can actually update it now. hehe. so hi, again. im back. ^^

what else has been going on. oh yes. rai. he’s really the best. he makes me so happy. i really am still in shock that he asked me out. he’s such an amazingly sweet boy and i love him to death. we really have a lot in common, so thats awesome. and we’ve done some pretty awesome exploring so far already! i love spending time with him and he makes me so happy. in case i havent said it enough, he makes me feel so great!! haha ::giggles::

as for everyone else. there have been a lot of ups and downs the past few days, and as usual LL deciding to tax like, half of my friends and not the others is really pretty messed up if you ask me. i mean if theyre have to start doing something like adding VAT, wouldnt it make sense to do a very modest increase across the board instead of charging 20% more to some of my friends than others??? that makes me angry. /me kicks the lindens. stuuuupid. let me make the rules. free cookies for everyone! but yeah, i talked with one of my friends and he was very very upset and wasnt sure if he would be able to continue doing all the things he normally does in SL with all the extra fees. i told him and ill say it to anyone thats in this boat…. i will do whatever it takes to keep you guys around. we can have bake sales, car washes….. dance-offs, fundraisers, whatever. ill personally bake lots and lots of cookies for everyone to sell. i make great cookies. hehe. but you all mean so much to me and i want to be able to help you if it means staying around here or not. b/c if i lost any of you i’d be very sad.

dusan has really really proved to me why i am so lucky to have a brother the past few days. a lot’s happened recently and he’s always been the one to sit down and talk to me about things before things get really awfully out of control bad. he’s really so absolutely incredible to me. since i dont have any parents, i look to him a lot, and i couldn’t have found a more betterer person to keep an eye on me. he really means the world to me. and i’ve even been able to help him out a bit too. hehehe.

so you know how people talk about how they have like the good conscience and the bad conscience? or like, the angel and the devil on your shoulder? well that would definitely be robin and flo. hehe. robin’s always the sensible one whose like “no bobby, don’t eat that!,” or “don’t stick that fork in the electrical socket” (BUT he didnt tell me i couldn’t use a knife!! ^^). and without him who knows how much trouble i’d get myself into. …well, except there’s flo. hehehe. he brings out my wild side. that boy’s crazy. and i love him for it. whether its dancing dirty at the club or bringing me along on some crazy wild adventures, those two have been my closest buddies since i moved here and they have slowly but surely brought out the real me that i’ve kept inside for so long. so if you have a problem with me, blame them. ^^

oh, and i have to tell you the most amazingly cute story. robin was telling me the other day that his boy harold had been really down recently, and he had remembered him one day a few weeks back mentioning that he always wanted a nice cabin somewhere in the woods on a mountain. well what do you think robin did, but went and built harold a cabin on the mountain!!! now if thats not the sweetest thing EVER. it made me awwww so much. robin is so incredibly thoughtful.

ok well im heading over to the SLC burning life dance party now, so i gotta run! i promise to update more now that i got my computer back in place!